Napped

Monica/ December 26, 2022

NAPPED My soul mate had one eye, one kidney, seizures, arthritis, high blood pressure, back problems, little to no hearing, the scar of a severe but healed abscess under his chin, and gingivitis.  He got this way at a relatively young age and, for much of the life I had with him, I knew that I would be content when

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Out of Egypt I Called My Father—40 Years After He Left On His Own

Monica/ October 12, 2022

Out of Egypt I Called My Father—40 Years After He Left On His Own My father crawled as best he could, holding out a flashlight that blinded me when I turned to look at him.  We moved together and with no one else inside the entry vein of the Red Pyramid of Dahshur, Egypt.  As the guards assured us, about

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Teta

Monica/ June 17, 2021

My grandmother has worn black in bereavement for 40 years. Now, I think, she wears it for herself.

Love Can Bite Me

Monica/ January 23, 2021

Love is a durable inconvenience.  It doesn’t budge, not even when I will it far, far away in anger or sadness. 

We Are Different

Monica/ November 9, 2020

We will host you again, any time you put yourself at our doorstep. The door is always open because, if we close it, we choke ourselves in the smoke of our extinguished hope.

Hardships Over These Blue Seas

Monica/ October 9, 2020

In one week, I lost newfound innocence.   I learned new, hard ways that this world is cruel.  Three things happened.

A Tall Cold Brewed Defense of Narcissism

Monica/ June 25, 2019

Recently, I walked into Starbucks and ordered myself a tall cold brew. Little bit of room for some milk. When the barista asked me my name, I said the three syllables I’ve known all my life to mean me, this person inside this chubby little package wrapped up nice in silk and a trendy manicure, often in need of floss.

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Thank You, Next

Monica/ December 4, 2018

Thank You, Next The Old-Fashioned Way Soon the sun will set on this year and rise a few hours later over the next, turning news into memories and swapping disappointment for hope. Thank U, Next isn’t a boppy millennials’ anthem; Thank You, Next is the millennia-long truth. Every year, I give serious thought to a fresh theme or set of

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The 13th Floor

Monica/ May 1, 2018

  On opposite ends of the thirteenth floor at 100 Centre Street, two juries found two defendants guilty of two heinous crimes.  At the very same time on some of the past cold April days, these defendants sat across the hall from one another, each with a curved Dominican back and long black hair like paired parenthesis.  Next to their

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